Disappointed With God

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

“I’ve spent a good portion of my life disappointed with God.”

That’s what he said, and it got me thinking.

Am I disappointed with God?  Have I been disappointed with God?  Was I ever disappointed with God?

I can’t think of a time when I was ever disappointed with God.

Oh sure, there have been a thousand times when things didn’t go the way I wanted them to go, but that didn’t make me disappointed with God.

Why not?

I guess it is because I always just figured that if things didn’t go the way I expected, it’s because I didn’t really know how things are supposed to work.

For example, there was the time as a baby Christian when I concluded that I didn’t have to lock up my bicycle anymore because God was going to protect me from theft.  Then I came home one day and found that my bicycle was gone!  Of course, I was disappointed, but I wasn’t disappointed with God.  I was just disappointed with the situation.  I thought things worked in a way that they actually don’t work.  I just recalibrated my thinking and moved forward in my walk with God.

A more serious example is when I was a Christian radio DJ, on the air daily, playing Christian music and ministry live on the radio, taking requests, talking to people, encouraging people in the faith, etc.  I also had a wife at home, and an increasing number of mouths to feed.  And being a little Christian radio DJ is not a great way to provide for a big family.

There’s an old joke in the radio industry:  what do a DJ and a large pizza have in common?  They can aaaaaaalmost feed a family of four.

I was praying things like, “God, I believe You have called me to this radio station, and yet I’m not making enough money.  I thought You were going to provide for my needs as I do Your will.”  Meanwhile, the owner of the station wanted me to get into advertising sales to help support both the station and myself.  But I didn’t want to.  I wanted to focus on the on-air ministry as a live DJ.  

Yes, that led to some frustrating days where I was expecting God to provide more money, meanwhile I was turning down my boss’s encouragement to get into sales.  Then I finally realized, “Well, I guess this isn’t how this is going to work.  God isn’t going to suddenly drop in money from heaven.  But meanwhile, I do have this opportunity.” So in the summer of 1992, with our fourth child on the way, I went off the air as a live DJ and began working in sales.  And that turned out to be a positive change in every way, for that whole ministry as well as for my family.

Disappointment with God never took root in me.  I just figured, hey, that’s not how this works.  Let’s move on.  And I would say, yes, God provided.  I saw it over and over.  But He provided through open doors and opportunities that came our way over and over and over again, thank You, God!

Have you ever been learning something new, and it was frustrating, and at times you wanted to quit?

I remember when I was first learning graphic design, using a computer program called CorelDraw.  I didn’t go to school for this.  I was already raising my own family, but the opportunity came.  I suddenly found myself editing a small newspaper, and I didn’t know what I was doing!

I was sitting at Kinko’s in Carbondale, Illinois late one night, because they had a computer with CorelDraw on it, and I had to get this newspaper edited before the deadline.  There was a certain ad that I needed to change, but I couldn’t change it.  Every time I clicked it, the whole thing highlighted and moved, but I couldn’t click just the text to change it.

I was going out of my mind!  It was late at night.  There was no Google to ask.  The Kinko’s worker didn’t know anything about it.  Back then you couldn’t even right click for a context menu.  Plus I was so tired by then.

Finally.  FINALLY I realized that the text inside the ad had been GROUPED TOGETHER.  I had never heard of things being grouped together.  I didn’t know you could group things together.  

Did I become disappointed with the CorelDraw corporation?  No.  I was just frustrated because I didn’t know how it was supposed to work.

And I think that is how people end up feeling disappointed with God.  It’s not that God is disappointing.  It’s that we don’t know how it’s supposed to work, so we burden our relationship with God with all these expectations, and then when our expectations aren’t met, we feel disappointed with God.  Some people walk away from God altogether for this.

What if I would have walked away from graphic design just because I didn’t know about grouping?  That would have been dumb, right?  

When things don’t work the way we expect, we don’t quit.  We figure out how they are supposed to work!

The same is true in our walk with God.  Of course it’s hard to figure out.

Isaiah 55:8-9 says, “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways My ways,” says the Lord. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways, And My thoughts than your thoughts.”

Romans 11:33 says, “Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments and His ways past finding out!”

In Job 11 it says, “Can you search out the deep things of God? Can you find out the limits of the Almighty? They are higher than heaven…their measure is longer than the earth and broader than the sea.”

Psalm 147 says God’s understanding is infinite!

If we don’t even know how everything works in our favorite computer app, what makes us think we understand the workings of the infinite God?

There’s no room for disappointment.  We don’t get disappointed.  We just realize, “Hey, I guess that’s not how this thing works.  God, please teach me and show me and lead me.  Your ways are higher than my ways, so I put my faith and hope and trust in You.  Please help me to hear and to follow You every step of the way for the rest of my days…in Jesus’ name…”

Amen.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

I Will Walk at Liberty for I Seek Thy Precepts

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

How can you have more freedom by living with more restrictions?

It sounds counterintuitive.  It sounds like nonsense.

We want to be free to do whatever we want, whenever we want.  The more limits, the less freedom, right?  It’s a one-to-one ratio.

Yet we find a different concept in the Bible.

Psalm 119:45 says, “I will walk at liberty; for I seek Thy precepts.”

The precepts are God’s commands, His laws, His principles, His boundaries, His guidelines.  It’s God’s blueprint for how to live.

It says we can have liberty and freedom as we seek to live within His boundaries.

But there is something inside of us that doesn’t want boundaries.  Tell a man not to cross a line and some part of him is itching to do it.

And God lets us cross the line.  We have the free will to crisscross His boundaries all day long.

But there are consequences for crossing God’s boundaries, and one of the big ones is:  less freedom.

“No, Doug.  That sounds like MORE freedom.”

I know that’s what it looks like.  I’m trying to live within God’s boundaries, and let’s say someone else isn’t.  They can do things I won’t do.  They can say things I won’t say.  They can ingest things I won’t ingest, watch things I won’t watch, listen to things I won’t listen to, do things with their body I won’t do.  They sound way more free than I do, right?

And that’s what makes this Bible verse sound absurd, “I will walk at liberty for I seek Thy precepts.”

Now let’s look at what Jesus said in John chapter eight.  In verse 34 He said that whoever sins is a slave of sin.

Sin is anything outside God’s boundaries.  We are all free to exercise our freedom INSIDE God’s boundaries, but as soon as we step OUTSIDE of His boundaries we are now in a territory called sin.

And Jesus said that whoever steps into that territory of sin becomes a slave of sin.

And being a slave is the opposite of being free.

That’s why Psalm 119:45 says, “I will walk at liberty for I seek Thy precepts.”

When we seek His precepts, we are seeking to know God’s boundaries.  Where are the lines?  I want to know where the lines are so I can stay in freedom and out of sin so I don’t become a slave of sin.

Now when we think of slavery, we think of being forced to do things we don’t want to do.  Sin, on the other hand, is often what we DO want to do, so how is that slavery?

It’s slavery because listen:  sin always traps you in circumstances you don’t want to be in.

I’ll say it again.  Sin always traps you in circumstances you don’t want to be in.  That’s the slavery.

So yeah, you might think of a sin and how much you want to do it.  That’s called temptation.  It’s the treat inside the trap.  It’s the bait hiding the hook.  God said don’t do it, but you WANT to do it, and you want to be free to do it, and God seems like a killjoy when He says, “Don’t.”

You can go ahead and do it, but if you sin, you’re going to find that there’s always WAY more to it than the thrill on the surface.  Sin ALWAYS traps you in circumstances you don’t want to be in.

That’s why God gives us boundaries.  He wants us to be free, and His words help us to live free.  Psalm 119:103 says, “How sweet are Your words to my taste, sweeter than honey to my mouth!”

Verse 44 says, “So shall I keep Thy law continually for ever and ever.”

And verse 45 says, “And I will walk at liberty; for I seek Thy precepts.”

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

Be the Big Stroller Wheel

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

Yay, it’s time to go to the festival!

Thankfully you have an umbrella stroller for the baby.  Just unfold it, strap him in, and off you go.

Watch out for rocks, though.  And uneven sidewalks.  And sticks.  

In fact, just watch out for everything, because the wheels on an umbrella stroller are so janky that even a pebble can potentially block the wheel.

On the other end of the stroller spectrum is the jogging stroller.  You can actually run with a jogging stroller and its big wheels will easily roll over all the little obstacles, giving baby a smooth ride.

This is a good illustration for life, because as you know, life is full of little obstacles that can stop you in your tracks.  But listen:  they don’t have to.

You can approach life as a little janky hard plastic stroller wheel, or you can approach life as a big shock absorbing jogging stroller wheel.

When little hard wheels hit an obstacle there is a noticeable lurch.  It can even stop you in your tracks.  And that’s how some people are with little offenses.  They take the hit.  It stops them in their tracks.  It gets them off course.  They get upset.  They get angry.  How dare you!

But some people have learned how to be the big stroller wheel.  When little offenses come their way, they roll right over them, hardly even noticing.  There is no lurch.  They aren’t stopped in their tracks.  They don’t get knocked off course.  They don’t get upset.  They don’t angry.  They don’t scream, “How dare you!”  They just keep going because, like a big stroller wheel, they had the ability to glide right over all the little offenses.

You can tell the little stroller wheels because they are prickly about everything.  All the little offenses stop them.  And they have to stop and talk about them, over and over.  “I’ll never forget what so and so did to me.”

It’s so much better to be the big stroller wheel and just roll past offenses.  You have things to do, places to go, missions to accomplish.  You can’t be stopped by every little offense, so like a big stroller wheel, just smoothly roll right over them.

Proverbs 19:11 says a wise man is slow to anger and overlooks offenses.  That’s the big stroller wheel!  It just rolls over offenses and keeps going.

If you want to make your life so much better, get rid of the umbrella stroller attitude.  Stop getting hung up on every little offense.  It’s not worth it, and babies get dumped in the process.

Instead, be the big stroller wheel.  Be the wise person from Proverbs 19:11 who knows when to overlook an offense and just keep rolling.

You’ll get farther.  You’ll go faster.  And no babies will be harmed in the process.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

 

The Construction Principles of the Carpenter

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

“The bathtub has arrived!”

A huge man waddles in carrying a heavy bathtub.

It’s a new house.  The walls are up.  The smell of sawdust is in the air.  And it’s time to install the bathtub.

The man sets it down in the only place it can go, touching the walls on three sides.  Then he looks down the drain and says, “Uh oh.”

Uh oh.  That is something you never want to hear.  You don’t want to hear it from your dentist.  You don’t want to hear it from your potty-training toddler.  And you sure don’t want to hear it from your plumber.

What happened was, he set the bathtub down, looked down the drain hole, and what did he see?  He should have seen nothing but a black hole, but instead he saw the floor.  No hole.  No drain.

What he didn’t know was that a few weeks earlier, when his assistant was installing the tub drain pipe, he didn’t follow the blueprint.  He installed the drain where he THOUGHT it should go.  He followed his gut, not the blueprint.

That’s a disaster, right?

But we do that daily with the blueprint of life.

What is the blueprint of life?

Jesus talks about the blueprint of life at the end of the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew chapter seven.  He actually gives us a construction analogy.

He said, “Whoever hears these sayings of mine and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who builds his house…”

There’s your construction analogy.  He compares building our life to building a house.  And he compares His teachings to the house’s blueprint.  A blueprint tells you how to build a house, and God’s word tells you how to build your life.

A blueprint is drawn up by an architect.  The architect is the designer.  

In life we have an architect with a capital A.  It’s the Lord God Almighty, creator of heaven and earth.  And we have a blueprint with a capital B.  It’s the Word of God, the Scriptures, the Bible.

But we often don’t treat the Bible like a blueprint.  We treat it like an optional book of wisdom that we don’t really have to pay all that much attention to.

And we pay a price for it.

To the degree that we follow God’s blueprint is the degree to which we build our life well.  And to the degree that we don’t follow God’s blueprint is the degree to which we build our life poorly.

A good architect thinks of all the details ahead of time.  He fits everything together perfectly, but the builder has to follow the blueprint or things WON’T fit together perfectly.  In fact, if the builder messes up just a few things, that building project will become a royal disaster very quickly.

The same is true for our life.  If we follow God’s Word fairly well, but we decide that we know better in just a few things, it’s not going to work.  

Some people say, “Oh, I don’t want to be all LEGALISTIC.”  But imagine this.  You’re spending a half a million dollars to build your new dream home, and your architect has cooked up a beautiful blueprint.  Do you want the builder to be legalistic about following your blueprint?  Of course you do!  This is your home and you want it done right.

And when it comes to our life, don’t we want to build well?  Don’t we want a good life that is solid and holds up under the pressure of the elements?

Jesus told us how to do that.  “Whoever hears these sayings of mine and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his house on the rock: and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall, for it was founded on the rock.”

We can build our life well if we build according to the Blueprint with a capital B, drawn up by the Architect with a capital A.

And this is what I call The Construction Principles of the Carpenter.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

Take Heed How You Hear

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

Jesus said something that sounds almost cruel.

He said, “Whoever has, to him more will be given, and whoever does not have, even what he seems to have will be taken from him.”

That sounds like the rich getting richer and the poor getting poorer.

So let’s look at this verse more closely.  It’s Luke 8:18 and it says, “Therefore take heed how you hear. For whoever has, to him more will be given; and whoever does not have, even what he seems to have will be taken from him.”

This can be a hard verse to understand, but the key is in the beginning when Jesus said, “Take heed how you hear.”

The words “take heed” are a warning.  It’s saying watch out, be careful how you listen.

Are you being careful how you listen?  

You can’t just open up your brain and dump everything in!  You have to listen with an ear toward wisdom.

Proverbs 2:2 says, “incline your ear to wisdom.”

The NIV says:  tune your ear to wisdom.

On your radio you “tune in” to a radio station.  When listening we need to tune in for wisdom and truth.

Be careful how you listen.

Take heed how you hear.

So what did Jesus mean when He said, “For whoever has, to him more will be given, and whoever does not have, even what he seems to have will be taken from him”?

It all starts with this tiny bit of wisdom to listen carefully.  You have to be smart enough to know that not everything is true.  Not everything is wise.  Not everything is godly.  Not everything is helpful.

You have to be smart enough to know that some things you shouldn’t listen to at all.  There is poison.  There are lies.  There is foolishness.  There is evil.  You have to be careful how you hear.

If you start there, then when you listen you will be tuning in for wisdom and truth.  And when you tune in to hear wisdom and truth specifically, you will hear it!  

This is what Jesus meant when He said, “To him who has, more will be given.”  

When you listen for wisdom and truth, you will hear it, and you will learn, and you will grow.  More will be given to you.  And the wiser you grow, the more wise you will be in discerning what you hear.  It has an exponential effect.

But what about the poor guy who apparently doesn’t have anything, and even what he seems to have is taken away from him?

That’s the guy who DOESN’T take heed how he hears.  He isn’t careful about what he listens to.  He listens to any old thing and lets it take root in his brain.  

It can SEEM like he has wisdom and truth because he has a lot of DATA.  But if he isn’t careful about it, he is letting in a host of foolishness and ignorance and even lies.  Steve Taylor wrote a song that said, “He’s so open minded that his brains leaked out.”  If he keeps letting all this in, eventually even what wisdom he SEEMED to have will be gone.  Any wisdom he seemed to have will be washed away in a flood of information.

Proverbs 1:5 says a wise man will hear and increase learning.  The only way that happens is if you listen with a discerning ear.

If you are careful about what you listen to.

If you take heed how you hear.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

Food Glorious Food

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

I was talking to an evolutionist, the kind that believes that everything evolved from nothing after a big bang.

I said, “Just look at food, for example.  You think it just evolved on this big rock hurtling through space after a big bang?”

“Well, it took billions of years,” he said.

“Always with the billions of years,” I said.  “Incredible complexity rising from simplicity after starting with nothing, just given enough zeros on the calendar.”

I said, “Look at this banana.”

“I’m looking,” he said.

“Look at this astounding bright yellow color.  It’s magnificent!  It’s beautiful to the eyes!  I’m so glad it evolved into something beautiful.”

But wait. There’s more!

When you pick up a banana, it’s smooth to the touch.

When you peel a banana, it’s ready to eat!  No special preparations needed.

And when you eat a banana, it tastes good!  You’re saying that by some miracle of evolution a banana evolved so that when we eat it, it tastes good?

Okay, not everyone likes bananas, but get this.  Bananas are the biggest selling item at Walmart.  Let that sink in.  

So they taste good, but here’s where it really gets deep.  Bananas are good for you!  I’ve read that bananas have actually helped keep much of the world alive.

To say something is “good for you” sounds trite, but look at what it takes for something to be good for you.  It takes a miracle!

You can eat this thing, your body receives it gladly, it goes into your stomach, your stomach perfectly knows how to handle it, and your body turns it into all the vital things that bananas provide for us.

So you would have to say that the human body evolved perfectly to have eyes to see an attractive banana, have hands to get that banana, have taste buds to enjoy that banana, a stomach to digest that banana, and then at the micro level all the things the body does after that at an increasingly smaller level to keep us alive and well.

And that’s just the banana.  We could talk about apples and oranges (by the way, Americans eat more bananas than apples and oranges combined, just sayin’).  We could talk about potatoes and peanuts and on and on and on.  We live in a world exploding with food glorious food!  If you don’t like this or that, there’s plenty more!

All this bounty and no one to thank…except the processes of evolution times billions of years.

I don’t think so.  I want to give credit where credit is due.  I thank our Creator God for His abundant creation, so astounding in every little detail: food that looks good and tastes good and is good for us.  And our bodies that know what to do with it.

So yes, I bow my head to pray before a meal.  I do it at home, and I do it in public.  I’m just so thankful, and so impressed and amazed at how it all works together, and God did it!  Isn’t He wonderful?

He gave us food glorious food!

Thank You, Heavenly Father, for Your wonderful work in creating food for us to enjoy.

Amen.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

The Highway of Holiness

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

A highway is a road built up to make travel easier.

That’s what the footnote in my Bible says under Isaiah chapter 35 verse 8.

That verse is talking about a highway, so the footnote tells us what a highway is.  It’s a road built up to make travel easier.

You aren’t going through the mud on a highway.

You aren’t going through the briars and the thorns.  My grandma called it “the thicket.”

A highway makes travel easy.  It’s a piece of cake traveling on a highway, so smooth and level and wide.  It’s a pleasure.  It’s a joy!

On the other hand, traveling OFF the highway is NOT smooth.  It IS muddy.  There ARE thorns and thickets.  You have to slow down and stop and keep getting your bearings.  “Where am I now?”  You ask that question a lot when you get off the “hard road” as Grandma called it.  “Where am I?”

So a highway is a road built up to make travel easier, and Isaiah 35:8 is talking about a highway.  This highway has a name.  It’s called The Way of Holiness.

Sometimes we get weird with this word “holy” and “holiness,” but it’s not weird at all.  It’s a road built up to make travel easier.

What???  That doesn’t sound very doctrinal and theological.

Well what is holiness?  It’s a purity, a moral purity in the presence of God.

We get weird about the word purity, too, but put it in the highway context.

Do you want your highway to be pure, to be as free as possible from bumps and cracks and potholes?  We want the highway department to make the highway as smooth as possible.

Well on the highway of life, it is holiness, it is purity that makes the road as smooth as possible.  If you want to travel fast and light, the Highway of Holiness is the way to go.

Isaiah 35:8 says that the unclean, the evil-minded will not travel on the way of holiness.  Of course they won’t, and they suffer for it.

To the degree that you are not living a holy life, that is the degree to which you are driving off the road.  No wonder it’s bumpy and scratchy and leaves you wondering, “Where am I?”  You’re off the road.

Traveling on the Highway of Holiness means living within God’s parameters.  Highways have boundaries.  When you drive within the boundaries, it’s a smooth ride.  When you think, “I’ll be free!  I’ll drive wherever I please!” you’re asking for a really bad ride.

And if you’re paying attention, you see that it’s true.  Sin brings bumps in the road.  Big sins bring big bumps in the road.  Living a life of sin is just full of obstacles.  It’s not a highway at all, or even a road.  It’s like driving into a thicket and thinking you’re going somewhere.  You aren’t.  My grandma is looking at your car in the thicket and asking, “What are you doing?”

The highway is a road built up to make travel easier.  Isaiah 35:8 talks about the Highway of Holiness, and when we steer our life within God’s holy boundaries, wonderful things happen.  

Isaiah says there are no lions or ravenous beasts on that highway.  It’s a smooth and clear path for the redeemed.

On the Highway of Holiness there is singing and everlasting joy!  Sorrow and mourning will flee away, and the people will be filled with joy and gladness.

How can that be?  Because the Creator, God the Father Himself, is ever present on the Highway of Holiness!  He is there, full of life and love and joy and peace.  His mercy is forever.  He loves us and has created a highway for us to live on, a highway that’s built up to make travel easier.

It’s the Highway of Holiness, and when we live within its boundaries, we will find that traveling through this life has never been better.

Amen.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

Why Is Home Depot on Lockdown?

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

Why is Home Depot on lockdown?

I just wanted to run in, buy a new weed eater, and go home.

But that’s not how it works these days.  Why?  Because Home Depot is on lockdown.

What I mean is, some of their stuff is now literally chained up behind bars right there on the shelf.  

Am I in one of those big cities with looters and riots?  Hardly.  I’m in sleepy Tallahassee, Florida.  And yet here I am, looking at weed eaters, not Rolex watches, chained behind bars.  I will have to wander around the store and find an employee to unchain it for me.

Now why would they do this?  Because of theft, of course.  They didn’t want to do it.  It’s a pain for them, and a pain for their customers.  They wouldn’t have done it if they didn’t have to.

That means the theft was getting so bad that they had to invest in anti-theft measures, and that makes me sad.

Now let’s talk about our local Walmart.  When was the last time you went in to buy shaving cream?  Guess what.  It’s locked up, too.  Shaving cream!

Walmart didn’t want to do that.  How many customers just said, “Forget it.  I’ll order it from Amazon before I’ll track down an employee to unlock the shaving cream.”  

And don’t think you are going to walk down the makeup aisle at Walmart without being recorded on high definition security cameras.  Why would they invest so much money to record you in the makeup aisle?  They didn’t want to.  They had to because so much of it was being stolen.

Last Christmas I talked to a security guard at Walmart who was standing near a back door, an emergency door.  He didn’t really look at me while we talked, because his eyes were scanning the people around me.  I asked him how it was going and he vented a little.  He said, “You know we have about 3,000 people in the store right now.”  No, I hadn’t even thought about it, but wow, that’s a small town.

He said, “And these people don’t realize how much theft hurts everything.  Everyone has to pay more because a few people just won’t be honest.”

I said, “Why are you standing back here where there aren’t as many people?”

He said, “Because believe it or not, people will grab items and run out this back door.  They’ll even try to run right past me just to steal something.  I have to chase them down.”

This was a big man.  I would not have wanted to test him, but apparently others were willing to.

Now let’s look at one thing he said.  “These people don’t realize how much theft hurts everything.”

Of course, when people steal, they aren’t thinking about its impact on everyone else.  They just want to have something without paying for it.  And there’s a certain thrill about getting away with the big heist.  Yes, your big shaving cream heist.

Why is this happening?  Because more and more people are willing to steal.

Why would that be?  Let’s look at the big picture.

Almost everyone in the history of the world knows that stealing is wrong.  It’s a universal concept.  No one wants their stuff stolen from them, and everyone whose stuff is stolen cries “foul!”  

Many people believe that God created the world, and that He created it to work in a certain way, AND, important for this discussion, God is the policeman and judge of His creation.

The God of the Bible says that we will reap what we sow.  What we do to others will be done to us.  Some call that karma, what comes around goes around.  And we who believe in God believe that God Himself enforces these rules.  He makes sure that they work just as He says.

With that in mind, you don’t want to steal because if you do, God is going to make sure it goes badly for you.  And that’s true whether you get caught by the human authorities or not.  If you dart out of Walmart with your stolen shaving cream, and the big security guard doesn’t catch you, it doesn’t matter.  You are already caught by the God of the universe and He is going to make sure that you reap what you sow.

If you are paying attention, you see that it really does work that way. 

But again, why is theft increasing, even if the thief reaps what he sows?

I think it is because more people don’t believe in God, don’t believe He is watching, don’t believe it will come back to bite them, and think if they don’t get caught, they are actually ahead in the game.

If you take Creator God out of the equation, and you think our life here is a random chance, then just living for today, grabbing what you can and making a run for it might make sense.

But of course stealing still doesn’t make sense.  Look at all the stores that are closing entirely in certain cities because of theft.  The idiot thieves can’t even go in and steal anymore because their idiocy killed the whole store.  And all the honest shoppers lost a good store, too.  And the business is hurt by having fewer stores to sell their wares.  And there are fewer jobs in those neighborhoods, meaning more poverty.  

Stealing literally hurts everyone, and most especially the thief.

Because God IS real.  He really IS watching.  And He really IS enforcing the laws of the universe He created.  The thief really WILL reap he sows.  It really WILL come around to bite him in the end.  And that’s bad for him, and it’s bad for all of us because we need every person doing their best to make this society the best it can be for all of us.

I’ll close with these powerful words from Ephesians 4:28, “Let him who stole steal no longer, but rather let him labor, working with his hands what is good, that he may have something to give him who has need.”

Amen.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

 

The Mission of Mary Magdalene

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A man makes his plans, but the Lord directs his steps.

That’s what it says in Proverbs 16:9.

We see a great example of this when looking at Mary Magdalene at the tomb of Jesus.

Jesus was crucified.  He declared, “It is finished.”  And Mary Magdalene was part of the crowd who watched.

Joseph of Arimathea took His body down, and he and Nicodemus prepared it for burial and placed it in a tomb that had been hewn out of the rock.  And they rolled a large stone against the door of the tomb.

Then Matthew 27 verse 61 adds this interesting part of the story:  “And Mary Magdalene was there, and the other Mary, sitting opposite the tomb.”

The crowds were gone.  The sun was setting.  The great Jesus was in the tomb.  And there was Mary Magdalene, sitting opposite the tomb, watching.  Observing.  Thinking.  Feeling.

Fast forward and we find Mary Magdalene and other women returning to the tomb with spices to anoint the body of Jesus.

They had plans.  They thought it through, made preparations. set the time, got together, and went to the tomb.

But when they got there, Jesus was gone!

Mark 16 says that inside the tomb there was a young man in a long white robe who said, “Do not be alarmed.  You seek Jesus of Nazareth, who was crucified.  He is risen!  He is not here.  See the place where they laid Him.  But go, tell His disciples – and Peter – that He is going before you into Galilee; there you will see Him, as He said to you.”

Mary Magdalene had a very clear idea of what she was going to do that Sunday morning, but God had other ideas.  She had her plans, but what she didn’t know is that God had a mission for her.

And I believe God has a mission for each of us.  Yes, we are to do good.  We make plans and organize our days, that’s all good.

But watch for it.  Watch for God to intervene and give you a mission.  

Maybe you have a dream of what you want to do with your life.  Maybe you are making a list of pros and cons.  You’re making plans.

But watch for it.  Watch for God to intervene, to interrupt your plans and in their place give you a mission.    

Because a man makes his plans, but the Lord directs his steps.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

Seasoned With Salt

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Colossians 4:6 says, “Let your speech always be with grace, seasoned with salt…”

Speaking with grace might seem obvious, but what does it mean “seasoned with salt”?

Here’s one way to look at it.  Seasoned with salt makes it delicious and people want more of it!

How do most people feel about potato chips without salt?  Yuck…that’s how they feel about it.

How about peanuts without salt?  Or meat without salt?  Or maybe worst of all…popcorn without salt!  On and on it goes.

But put a little salt on those chips and look out…you can’t stop with just one.  You want more and more.  Why?  It’s the salt, man!

So the question is…is our speech like that?

Colossians 4:6 says, “Let your speech always be with grace, seasoned with salt…”

Ephesians 4:29 says that our speech should “impart grace.”  Does our speech impart grace?  Does the other person feel the grace when we speak?  Are we imparting grace if they don’t feel any grace?

Here’s one way we can know if we are speaking with grace and imparting grace.  People will want more!

True grace is a balm to our soul.  When we get it, we love it, and we want more.  Just like a person wants more of those chips seasoned with salt, they want more of those words seasoned with grace.

Sometimes in the church we lean on harsh words and judgment and criticism.  We think people are going to get better when we lay down the law, and yet Romans 2:4 says that God’s KINDNESS leads us to repentance.  It’s God’s grace toward us, giving us what we don’t deserve, and NOT giving us what we DO deserve.  That’s grace.

So let’s do better.  Let’s fill our speech with grace that it may impart grace to the hearers.  And instead of pushing people away, they will be drawn in and want to hear more, because speaking with grace is like adding a hint of salt.  It tastes so you good you just want more and more and more.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

The Class Action Lawsuit

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Have you ever heard of mesothelioma?

Most likely you’ve heard of it from the class action lawsuit ads on television.

The ads are run by lawyers who want you to sign up for the class action lawsuit, IF you are one of the people negatively affected by the defendant.

If you answer the ad, sign onto the lawsuit and join the “class,” then you are in line for any benefits that come from winning the lawsuit.

But what happens if you don’t answer the ads?  You don’t sign onto the lawsuit.  You never join the class.  No one even knows that you, too, were a victim of the defendant.  What will you get if they win the lawsuit?

Nothing.  You didn’t join the class, so you don’t get the benefits of being in the class.

Sometimes I think of salvation this way.  It’s like Jesus has already won the case and is paying out benefits to anyone who joins the class.

He has put out the call far and wide, all over the world, come and join the class!  The price has been paid, the case has been won, benefits are already being paid out by the truckload, just come and join the class!

And millions of us have already done it.  We were damaged by sin.  We got the raw deal.  It was a rip off.  Then we heard about this offer from Jesus.  “Come to Me,” He said.  “I will take care of that sin problem.  I will forgive you.  I will wash you clean and make you whole.  I will restore your soul, and your relationship with the Heavenly Father.  Then I will give you My Spirit to fill you and walk with you for the rest of your life here.  And then I will take you home to heaven to be with Me forever.”

Those are the benefits of this class action!  All we have to do is sign on.

How do you sign on?  Tell God you want to.  Say, “God, I’m in.  I want in on this deal.  Please forgive my sins and wash me clean.  Make me new and whole.  Make me that new creation You talk about.  I’m sorry.  I repent.  I’m ready to leave sin behind and come to You. Sign me up for this class!”

Then you’re in!

But what if you don’t?  What if you never do?  What if you never turn to God like that?  

Then you’re not in.  You’re not in the class.  You can’t get the benefits of the case if you don’t sign onto the class.  

There’s almost nothing sadder than finding out there was a huge payout in a class action lawsuit that you should have been a part of, but you weren’t, simply because you didn’t make the effort to sign on.

So…sign on today!  Turn to God and say, “Here I am!  I want in!”  Like the old song says, “Just as I am, without one plea, but that Thy blood was shed for me…O Lamb of God I come.”

But keep this in mind: like all class actions…this is a limited time offer.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

What Is Sin?

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What is sin?

The Greek word for sin in the Bible is ἁμαρτία which is pronounced ham-ar-TEE-ah.  It’s literal meaning is “to miss the mark.”

Sometimes we whitewash sin.  We give it different names, like adultery becomes “having an affair.”  We try to minimize the impact by acting like it’s not so bad, if it’s even bad at all.

So let’s look at it from a different angle.  Let’s look at it through Jesus’ construction analogy at the end of the Sermon on the Mount.

In Matthew 7 Jesus said, “Whoever hears these sayings of mine and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his house…”

That’s a construction analogy.  He “builds his house.”

When you build a house or some other large structure, you build it using a blueprint.

The expert creates the blueprint, then the builders build what they see designed on the blueprint.

So when the wise man builds his house, as Jesus said, what is his blueprint?

Jesus said, “Whoever hears these sayings of mine…”  That’s the blueprint.  The Word of God is the blueprint.  It’s the blueprint for building our life well.

When we follow the blueprint closely, we build well.  When we stray from the blueprint, we build poorly.

So back to this definition of sin as missing the mark.  If you are spending your hard-earned money to build your dream house, how many times do you want the builder to miss the mark on the blueprint?  None!  You want him to NEVER miss the mark.  You want him to follow the blueprint precisely.

So when it comes to building our lives, why would we ever want to miss the mark, if missing the mark means building poorly?

Sin often happens after some alluring temptation.  We fall for the lie that “it’s going to be so good and fun.”  But if sin is missing the mark and building poorly, it should be easier to avoid, because who wants to build poorly?  It’s a waste of time and resources.  It ruins your reputation.  Poor buildings even hurt people, and sometimes people even die due to poor building practices.

There is much more to this topic, but today let’s stick to this one slice of it.  What is sin?  It is missing the mark.  God has a blueprint for building our lives well, and whenever we sin, we are disobeying the blueprint and building our life poorly.  

As for me and my house, I want to be the wise man who built his house well; and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall, for it was built precisely according to God’s blueprint.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

Now Let Me Show You a Better Way

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“The other driver got aggressive, so I got aggressive, too.”

That’s what my friend said. 

He continued, “But I don’t do that anymore.  The Bible says, ‘Don’t return evil for evil,” so when another driver gets aggressive, I just let him go his merry way…even if I feel like speeding up and tracking him down!”

Have you ever been there?  You felt like letting someone have it, but because you know God doesn’t really want you to go around letting people have it, you back off and let it slide.

That’s a great first step!  But now let me show you a better way.

The better way is love.

In Matthew 5 Jesus said, “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’  But I say to you, love your enemies…”

The better way is love.

That aggressive driver?  Yes, it is better to let him go and not follow your impulse to get aggressive back.  But the better way is to love him!  It is better to love all of your fellow drivers on the road today.  

First Corinthians 12:31 literally says now let me show you a better way, a more excellent way.  One translation says, “Now let me show you a way of life that is best of all.”

And what, pray tell, is best of all?  First Corinthians 12:31 leads right into First Corinthians 13 which is also known as the love chapter.  That is the best way of all, the way of love.

We should be able to look at every person around us and say, “I love this one and this one and that one and him and her and all of them.”  That is the better way.

We really can’t do that on our own, but this is where the fruit of the Spirit of love comes in.  As born again believers with God’s Holy Spirit inside of us, HE will bear the fruit of love in our life.  And He will do that to the degree that we let Him.  Our part is to humbly submit to Him, as sheep to a shepherd, and follow as He leads.

And this is where He is leading.  He is leading us to a better way of living.  It’s the way of life that is best of all.  The NIV says it is “the most excellent way”!  

It’s the way of First Corinthians 13.

It’s the way of Jesus.

It’s the way of love.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

God Please Just Do What You Do

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The laundry basket crashed at my feet.

I looked up the stairs and saw my mother-in-law at the top.

She had literally thrown her laundry basket down the steps because it was too hard for her to carry it down.

That was a clue that it was time for us to move to a house without stairs.

But as you know if you’ve done it, finding a new place to live is a huge and important decision.

I wanted to come up with a prayer my wife and I could agree on.  I had recently memorized Matthew 18:19 where Jesus said, “If two of you agree on earth concerning anything they ask, it will be done for them by My Father in heaven.”

What’s the weak link in that prayer formula?  It’s getting two people on earth to actually agree on something!

So I wanted to come up with a precise prayer for our housing that my wife and I could agree on, but what would it be?

I was thinking of all the things we could ask for in a new house, but I was also thinking, “What do I know?”  I don’t know the future or what we will need and how life will play out.  But God does.  Matthew 6:8 says that God knows our needs before we even ask!

Then I got to thinking about a basketball game.  What if I was the coach, and time was running out, and the game was on the line.  And oh yeah, Michael Jordan is on the team!  Would I try to draw up some elaborate play out of my own thinking and tell them what to do?  Or would I simply hand the ball to Michael Jordan and say, “Here you go.  Just do what you do.”

God is far more capable than Michael Jordan, so why would I come up with an elaborate prayer to tell God what to do?  

So this became our prayer for a new house, “God, please, just do what You do regarding our housing.”

No, we didn’t sit back and do nothing.  My wife was on the hunt, diligently looking at what was on the market.  And I think she just liked looking at all the houses, which is something I don’t really care about.

Then one day she took me to see a house, and when I saw it from a distance, something “pinged” inside of me and I thought, “This is good.  This could be the place!”

And it was!  It turned out to be the perfect place for us and our needs and even what was coming in the future that we had no idea about.

Proverbs 3:5-6 says:  Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding.  In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths.

Jeremiah 17:7 says, “Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord…”

Yes, many times I pray very specific prayers, “letting my requests be made known unto God.”  But other times, like in this housing situation, I just trust the Lord, put the ball completely in His hands and say, “Here you go.  Here’s the ball, Lord.  Please, just do what You do, and I know it’s going to be wonderful.  It’s going to be the best it can be!”

So if you need a short prayer of faith today, and one we can easily agree on, here you go.  Just pray this prayer with me.

“God, please, just do what You do.”

Amen.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

 

Every Time She Doubted

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What do you do when you doubt?

Did God ever do anything for you?

Did He save you?  Did He spare you from the net of the fowler?

Did He forgive you and shine His grace upon you?

Did He give you wisdom when you lacked it?

Did He ever bring conviction on you that led to repentance?

Did you ever read the Bible and feel like God was speaking directly to you?

Did one of God’s people ever minister to you at just the right time, like they were on a mission from God Himself?

This is what you do when you doubt.  You go back and remember what God did in the past.

Maybe you aren’t feeling His presence right now.  Maybe He seems far away.  Maybe He let you down.  He didn’t do what you thought He should.  Maybe you are starting to believe those who say there is no God at all.  What should you do?

Go back and remember what God did in the past.  Or as one old Gospel song says, go back to the old landmarks.

There’s another old Gospel song called Jesus Gave Me Water.

The chorus says, “Jesus gave me water and it was not from the well.”

It’s based on the story from John chapter four about the woman at the well.

Jesus and His disciples went to a city of Samaria called Sychar.  Outside the city was Jacob’s well.  Jesus sat by the well while His disciples went into Sychar to buy food.

Then a woman came out to draw water from the well.  Jesus asked her for a drink, and ended up talking to her about “living water.”  

Jesus told her that whoever drinks the water from the well will get thirsty again, but whoever drinks God’s living water will never thirst because it will “become in him a fountain of water springing up into everlasting life.”

That goes along with what Jesus said in John chapter seven.  “If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me and drink.  He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water.”  Then verse 39 explains that when Jesus said living water He was talking about the Holy Spirit, “whom those believing in Him would receive.”

The woman at the well believed in Him.  And she brought a bunch of people from Sychar and they believed in Him as well.

And those who believe in Him would receive the Holy Spirit, which is the living water.

Did you ever have the living water of the Holy Spirit flowing like a spring of water within you?  Maybe it is hard to remember, so go back to the old landmarks.  Think back to what God has done for you in the past.

What do you do when you doubt?

Think back!

Back to the song Jesus Gave Me Water.  Later in the song there is a line about doubt.  It says, “every time she doubted.”

Now you’d think the woman at the well would never doubt, right?  I mean, she talked in person to Jesus and He read her mail.  He prophesied to her.  What’s to doubt?

Or maybe she never did doubt.  It’s just a song, right?  But doubt has a way of creeping into everyone’s life at one time or another.  Even John the Baptist in prison sent a message to Jesus saying, “Are you the Coming One or do we look for another?”  And that’s the same John the Baptist who announced, “Behold the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!”

So back to the song.  What did she do every time she doubted?  It says…

“Every time she doubted, she’d start to think about Him,

The Man that gave her water, and it was not from the well.”

When you begin to doubt, go back to the old landmarks.  Think about what God has done for you.

For the woman at the well, at least according to the song, she would remember when the Lord had her shoutin’ and there was no room for doubtin’, that Jesus gave her water and it was not from the well!

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

 

What Does Ananias Have to Do With It?

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Why doesn’t God just do everything?

Why does He leave anything up to human beings?

I don’t know, but He does, and one great example of that is the story of Paul and Ananias.

We can read the story of Paul’s conversion on the road to Damascus in Acts chapter 9, chapter 22 and again in chapter 26.

He was called Saul at the time, and he was on his way to Damascus to persecute Christians.  

Suddenly Jesus Himself spoke to him from heaven!

I know that is strange by itself, but something even stranger happened.  

Jesus Himself spoke to Saul, but He didn’t give him the whole message.

God didn’t just do everything.  He got other people involved, including a Christian named Ananias.

In Acts 9 verse 6 Jesus said to Saul, “Arise and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do.”

Jesus could have just handled everything Himself, right there on the spot, but no.  He sent Saul into Damascus with only a vague notion of what was going to happen next.

Meanwhile, in Acts 9 verse 11 the Lord appeared to Ananias in a vision, called him by name, and told him to go see Saul.

And oh yeah, God gave Saul a vision of someone named Ananias coming to minister to him!

God could have just taken care of everything Himself, right?  But He didn’t.  He got Ananias involved in His work.  

What does that have to do with you and me?  All Christian believers are members of the Body of Christ, and when God wants to do a work on earth, He uses the Body of Christ, His people, to carry out His plans!

You’ve heard the old saying, “We are His hands and His feet.”  That’s what this is, the Christians, the Body of Christ, His church, doing His work as He leads us.

And listen – each believer has an EQUALLY VITAL PART in the Body of Christ.  Sure, we have different gifts and callings, different backgrounds and different experiences.  But each one of us is important to God’s work.

There’s Saul, who would become Paul, and reach the Gentile world for Jesus and write a good portion of the Bible, and yet God chose to include little old Ananias in His grand master plan.  

I have no idea why God uses people because we are generally an unreliable lot.  Nevertheless, here we are, God’s people, His vessels…and His vassals!  He has work He wants done in the earth, and He’s not going to do it all by Himself.  He’s going to use people, and you and I are one of them.

And listen:  it’s about to get exciting!

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

 

To Obey Is Better Than Sacrifice

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To obey is better than sacrifice.  What on earth does that mean?

We find this phrase in First Samuel 15:22.  It’s the prophet Samuel talking to King Saul, the first king of Israel.  Samuel said, “Has the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice…”

Saul insisted that he HAD obeyed, he just hadn’t TOTALLY obeyed.  What was the big deal?

Apparently it was a HUGE deal.  The very next verse, First Samuel 15:23 has some of the most sobering words in the whole Bible.  Samuel said to King Saul, “For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry.  Because you have rejected the word of the Lord, He also has rejected you from being king.”

So back to this phrase “to obey is better than sacrifice.”  There is something inside of us that glorifies sacrifice.  We give up something.  We lay down something.  We sacrifice something, and it’s a noble thing to do.

We often think of our veterans and how they sacrificed their lives, many of them to the point of death…a noble sacrifice for the rest of us in the country.

Now think of this in military terms.  Which is better:  sacrifice or obedience?

What do we want our soldiers to do:  to wake up each morning and decide what they are going to sacrifice for their country, or to wake up each morning and do what they are told?

Do we want a national defense plan where everyone does what they think is best, or where there is a unified plan with commands from the top that the soldiers carry out?

Imagine a soldier is told to stand guard and watch the horizon for planes coming from the west.  But instead of just standing there, watching the sky, he decides to really sacrifice himself and go clean the latrine, a disgusting job that no one wants to do.  What a noble sacrifice, right?

But wait.  What if it’s December 7th, 1941, and no one is watching for planes and we end up with the disaster of Pearl Harbor?  Sure, it was a sacrifice to clean the bathrooms, but it would have been far better for him to obey his commands and stand watch.

This is why it is better to obey than to sacrifice.  We’re not saying sacrifice is bad.  In fact, you have to sacrifice in order to obey.  The key here is that obedience is BETTER than sacrifice.  We don’t just make up what we want to sacrifice and then tell God, “Oh, I’m sacrificing for you.”  That’s what King Saul did.  He was preparing a wonderful sacrifice for God, but he did not OBEY God.

So yes, as Christians we need to be prepared to lay down our lives as a living sacrifice, as it says in Romans 12:1.  But we do that, not by coming up with something to sacrifice, but by obeying God.

Even Jesus, the ultimate sacrifice, didn’t just decide one day to do something sacrificial and give up His life for the sins of the world.  Philippians 2:8 says that Jesus became “obedient to the point of death, even the death of the cross.”  Romans 5:19 says, “For as by one man’s disobedience many were made sinners, so also by one Man’s obedience many will be made righteous.”

Yes, Jesus was sacrificial, but more importantly, Jesus was obedient…obedient to the Father’s will.  “Not my will, but THY will be done,” Jesus said.

So as we go about our day, we don’t say, “Gee, I’m going to do something great for God.  I’m going to sacrifice and give up something just for Him.”

Instead we say, “God, what do You want me to do?  I want to obey You.  I want to follow You.  Not my will but Your will be done.  Lord, help me not do MY thing, but help me be obedient.  I want to fulfill my part in the body of Christ and carry out Your perfect plans.  Not my plans, but Your plans.”

It’s not about sacrificing something for God.  It’s about obeying Him…because to obey is better than sacrifice.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

I Was a Hyper-Competitive Child

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

I was sitting in the garage, crying my eyes out.

I wasn’t crying because I was sad.  I was crying because I wanted to kill someone, but since that was not an option, all that was left was crying.

I was playing an older boy in basketball, and he beat me mercilessly, and it was so frustrating.  I grew angrier and angrier, and if there is such a thing as murdering someone in your heart, I did it repeatedly that day.

My mom finally came out to help me settle down, but that day was the apex of my hyper-competitive childhood.  I wanted to win, to always win, and I hated losing.

One time I was wrestling a friend, which was fine, it was competitive, but then his brother jumped in and the two of them pinned me to the ground.  I was spitting mad…and this was my best friend!  

Why was I hyper-competitive?  I have no idea.  I guess I could say I was born that way.

After that tearful, angry basketball game I started to get better control of my competitive nature.  I realized it’s just a fact of life, you can’t win every time.  But it was definitely still there, under the surface, a beast waiting to rise up.

It really wasn’t until God came in and began changing me that I was able to shift away from wanting to win at everything, all the time, and be able to just enjoy a game and enjoy the friendship and camaraderie of spending time with others.

For example, if you and I went and played a game of tennis today, and you played great and beat me every time, I could still enjoy the game, and even be excited for you and your skill and the great shots you made.  But there was a time when I would have been tempted to smash my racket to smithereens…though rackets cost money and I’m very frugal, so I would never actually do that.

I bring this up to say that, just because we might say we are born a certain way, with certain desires, doesn’t mean that is actually who we are.  Those feelings are not our identity.

There is a movement in our culture today that says if you have certain feelings, then that is who you are, period.  If you don’t roll with those feelings, then you are not being your authentic self, and you are even going to end up a psychological mess, if not downright suicidal.

Have you ever gotten lost?  Have you ever felt like you were going north but you were actually going south?  Have you ever felt like eating a cookie was exactly what your body needed?  Have you ever felt like life would hardly be worth living if you couldn’t live it with that one certain person?

Have you ever felt like, “If I don’t win this game, someone is going to have to die”?

Feelings are great, but they’re a terrible compass.  They can just as easily lead you in the wrong direction as they can lead you in the right direction.

What we need is an actual compass.  When it comes to life, I have found an effective compass in God’s Word in the Bible, and in listening to the still, small voice of His Holy Spirit.

Being hyper-competitive, even though it was a dominant feeling, and even though, as far as I can tell, I was born that way, according to the Bible it wasn’t leading me in the right direction.

Galatians 5:22-23 talks about love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.  When I was being hyper-competitive, I had none of those.  So which was right, the feelings I was born with, or the Bible?  Which was better?  

I can tell you that being hyper-competitive was vastly worse than having those qualities that God brought into my life, as I listened and received from Him.

Thank God I didn’t believe the lie that my feelings, even if I had felt them from as far back as I can remember, were my identity.  God had far better plans.  

In Isaiah 55:8-9, God says, “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways.  As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.”

God knows best!  He made us, and He knows what’s best for us.  

So listen.  You are not your feelings, even if you’ve had those feelings for a long time.  If your feelings don’t line up with God’s Word, then it’s time to go to God and ask Him to help you go from living by your feelings to living by His eternal truth and according to His plans, which are much better.

Sure, you don’t have to take my word for it.  All I can say is that I was born a certain way, with certain feelings and certain desires that didn’t line up with God’s Word, and when I decided to come to God, surrender my feelings to Him and do things His way…THAT’S when it finally started getting good, and I started seeing God’s great benefits in my life, including a boat load of:  love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

Fasting All Beverages Except Water

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

“As the deer pants for the water, so my soul longs after Thee.”

That is my daily prayer, based on Psalm 42:1.

I just want more of God and His wisdom and goodness and guidance in my life, don’t you?

But how to get it?  How to get “me” out of the way to create more room for Him?

Jesus gave us some powerful insight when He said in Luke 9:23 that if we want to follow Him, we must first deny ourselves.

So, what are we denying ourselves?  It almost seems un-American to deny ourselves anything, and yet there it is in black and white, or in this case, there it is in the red letters, “Deny yourself.”

One way people denied themselves throughout the Bible and throughout history is by fasting.  It has been a simple formula throughout the ages.  You want to get closer to God?  You fast.

Fast what?  That’s a little open ended.  Yes, you can fast all food, but only for so long.  What I like to do is choose things I can fast - and keep on fasting - perpetually.  Right now I’m fasting 16 things, and number one on my list is this.

I’m fasting all beverages except water.

I started that in December, 2022 when I woke up in the middle of the night and felt like God was downloading a new plan for me, and that new plan included fasting all beverages except water…which I started doing immediately.

And what a blessing it has been!

How so?  Well first of all, it felt like a gift from God, and it felt like freedom!  Yes, there was the usual withdrawal from caffeine for a couple days, and the much longer withdrawal that comes when changing daily habits, but once I started to break free from those, it has been nothing but good.

Yes, it means denying myself all the other beverages, but once you break free and get used to drinking only water, it’s no big deal, and your body loves it!  Your body loves working with water and not having to filter through all the garbage we typically drink.  It also means you aren’t drinking any calories, which is great for losing weight.

Drinking only water will also save you lots of money.  No more expensive drinks in restaurants.  No more high dollar coffees.  No more stocking up on drinks at home.  You just made your shopping trips easier and less painful because hey, you’re only drinking water!

Does anything you’re drinking have a hold on you?  Are your beverages the boss of you more than you are the boss of the beverages?

First Corinthians 6:12 says, “I will not be mastered by anything.”  Are your beverages mastering you, in any way?  If so, consider fasting all beverages except water.

Your beverages might be mastering you if…

--if you drive way out of your way for a certain beverage,

--if you are spending more money than you wish you were spending on beverages,

--if you have shirts or hats or other products to connect your identity with that beverage,

--if you are waiting in the drive through right now just to buy that special beverage,

--and here’s a huge one, listen…if your body goes into withdrawal without that beverage, then your beverage is mastering you, and you are not mastering it.

First Corinthians 13:11 says, “When I became a man, I put away childish things.”  Are you making your beverage decisions with childish reasoning?  “Hey, it’s what I feel like drinking.”  If you’re ready to take it up a notch, consider fasting all beverages except water.

God is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him, and fasting is one way we diligently seek Him.

Jesus said in Matthew chapter six that when we fast our Father will reward us.

What are you fasting?  If you’re looking for something to fast, something you can keep on fasting perpetually, something that is helpful and beneficial in every way, physically, financially, spiritually, mentally…then prayerfully consider this.

Consider fasting all beverages except water.

I’ve been doing it for quite a while now, and I highly recommend it.  It has changed my life for the better in many ways, and I think it will do the same for you.

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.

 

Yes James 1:5, but in the Meantime Proverbs 4:5

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I’m Doug Apple...and my heart is on fire.  (Luke 24:32)

You can’t just sit on your rear end and do nothing.

“But Doug, James 1:5 says, ‘If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him.’”

Yes it does.  I’m a huge fan of James 1:5, and I’m asking God for wisdom daily.  

But I’m also a big fan of Proverbs 4:5.  Do you know what that one says?

It says, “Get wisdom!”  In some translations that comes with an exclamation point.  Get it!

So yes, James 1:5, but in the meantime Proverbs 4:5.  In other words, yes, ASK for wisdom.  Then don’t just sit there.  Rise up and go get wisdom!

Proverbs 4:7 says, “Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom.”

One way to get wisdom is to find someone who already has some and ask them to share it with you.

Of course, reading the Bible is going to give you a lifetime of wisdom.  Psalm 19:7 tells us that the Word of God can make even foolish people wise.

Daily I’m asking God for wisdom in every area of life, but then I don’t just sit back and wait for wisdom to come slap me upside the face.  I take Proverbs 4:5 seriously when it says to “get wisdom.”

So yes, James 1:5.  James 1:5 all day long!  But in the meantime, Proverbs 4:5…rise up, take the initiative, and go get it!

May God bless you today.

I’m Doug Apple.